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julieann
Stark Raving Newbie
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Posted - 11/11/2008 : 10:50:40 AM
As my subject says " I miss my four beautiful angels", those who share my pain with me loosing custody of my four sons to stark. Everyday I think of my oldest son(brandans') smile, the way my second son(Ethan) laughed, The way my third son( Nathanial) cried. I am fourtune enough to still see my 4th so (AJ). I thank our lord everyday for that. I also thank the lord that I got to carry and deliver and look into my baby angels eyes even if it wasn't for long. Ya see, there is one thing that child services or ex lovers can NOT do, thats to take away our-my memories. We all go through something hard in our lives, we all make mistakes, and we all make judgements on others. I've like most, realized my mistakes too late and because of my mistakes, my childern suffered, I suffered, my family suffered and my true friends had suffered. I lost myself for a little while and I didn't think how my choices would affect others. I am doing better now and I know it's because of the stength I have. One day I'll see my angels again and I would like to be a mother and grandmother to them. No matter where I am at or where my angels are, I know they are always with me, in my heart. I love & miss my angels, BRANDAN, ETHAN, NATHANAN & AJjulie ann gage |
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